My Mother’s Mind Was Once a Well-Oiled Thing
/Joseph Voth
Now she is sometimes a chance of stutters,
Each one a crossing gate gone down before
She can slip a next word past it. Other
Times, something in her mind leans on a door
And she falls brightly into a small room
Of bronzed feathers snatched from chattering birds.
It’s been the way with she and I, a bruise
Of talk between us, a creaking floor, curt
With little care, but now and then she goes
Where only she knows the landscape, a wheat
Field yellowed like a Dutch painting of slow
And brutal work, now ordered and complete,
The way she seemed to me to be before,
Before the birds, the wheat, the room, the door.
Author’s Statement: It struck me that the theme of a slow fade (in this case, a parent losing their memory, etc.) could be expressed in a sonnet because sonnets are formal and familiar, yet they make room for unexpected lyrical moments.
Joseph Voth has published one collection of poetry, Living with Noise (NorthShore Press), and has completed a second, A Brief History of How the Heart Breaks, containing poems previously published in Virginia Quarterly Review, Southern Humanities Review, ZYZZYVA, and other literary journals. He teaches Literature and Creative Writing at Fresno City College in California and lives in that city with his wife, the poet Michelle Patton.